To Show Thanks

As I consider you, you are all inclusive, friends and family. you are all too dear to me to seperate your worth by mere words. I look forward to a day in my life when I will be at peace be still and have the ability to provide for those I care about with such desire.

As it is I found that to live a life in which I may do so I must first learn to be still within before I can be still without. My life worse than that of a nomad the essence of a prophet, as I have come to know it, is the way I feel - never in one place for a period longer than to direct a community to receive the blessings that have been set aside for them. This, though, is a curse in my state of being, one that I would care not to bare at this time.

If you put purpose in my life and I will fly forever on its current. Put disaster in my path I shall cut it down and raise a bed of beauty for those after me to find rest and peace. Put whips upon my back I will wear their stains as a reminder of what lessons I have learned and share such things with those who wish to listen.

My place is not at the front, it is not at the back, it is at the feet of all. A servant to all is what I choose to be, for I am blessed to be at the mercy of all. I see reward and delight in serving, pleasure and success is received in your smile, and surreal intimacy in your embrace.

For all that I do for you, I thank You million times over, this life is a gift one I will live as such, my day of rest will be appointed by a purpose beyond me. Through it, though, I wish to explain the deep and sincere meaning, of how I have chosen to show my appreciation exclaiming it to a higher degree than even I shall know in the end. Your grace has been given beyond me, I have chosen in the absence of having nothing to give back to you, all of you who have allowed me the opportunity of life and being able to do what I could to assist you and learn, I have continued to assist and pursue lesson to assist others throughout my life and continue to do so as much as I am allowed. It is because of this I must tell you that you gifts are not benefiting me but reeps benefits from those who I interact throughout my life. Realzing just how much you have touched and been connected I cannot even begin to imagine. yet do not think we not all connected by the a simple act of grace that you all have shown me and allowed me to share to others.

To all, I Thank You, just know that with each thanks I give, it is echoed by millions of others that have received the blessings as well. I wish not to take for myself what is not mine, but to take a thankful heart and turn it to a giving heart is all I do in return to change it back to a thankful heart to give away yet again.

* Words may not describe nor convey the meaning or allow an understanding of what I wish to express, know it is my sincere wish that you may know to the extent of your impact on anothers life by the grace you have given, through the deeds being done through those around you and I.