Lay It On Their Hearts

As it is for me thisi has been a big part of my life for the last 5 years or so, being a guardian, security, or even a big brother to a lot of young girls that I been blessed to know, it is hard to see them make decisions that have been made in the past to a painful end. I know well that there is a level of experience that must be understood and known but to see these young ladies repeated make the same decisions that have destroyed them so many times before it is hard to sit back and just watch them continue destroy themselves. I don't want to be seeing as a controlling frined brother, but someone that can be called on at anytime of need, shoulder lean on and find rest, a fortress of refuge for those who feel unsecure. In all I am I do hope to be a person that is never misunderstood when it comes to who I am at my core.

Guys better know not to mess around, ladies I hope you know I will defend at any time, my will and desire is to be a gentleman at any cost. Situations have played out in too many lives that been taken advantage of. It hard enough to show your sister and friend that you care enough about them to allow to not listen to your pleads to not make the same mistakes over again and be there after everytime to hear their tears to feel their pain, and all the while know they still haven't learned. What is worst is when your friend is the one that is in turn causing such things in their life. Unaware of the affects of their impact and torture they ensue on my sisters lives, I have friends that have not understood such things.

The impact is beyond the here and now the then and later, yet the pleasures that they feel is what drives girls crazy in desire to fulfill again after it has been attained. I hope not to draw the purpose or meaning to a shallow grave, I see such devastatioin, followed from such passion and desire all too much. Yet I carry the weight of such torturous memories willingly and with the purpose to be allowed to teach these boys of the world there are always consequences to every action.

It's painful to know and see on a hourly basis that the worlds biggest problem is the most basic curse of having free will, Lack of Self Control. We can see it in the most common understanding of the phrase, whether money, sex, drugs, video games, music, alcohol, sugar, pain, or whatever else you may attribute to what needs a sense of self control. We have become individuals, families, neighborhoods, communities, societies, cultures, and in case a world willing to hide behind a false belief, that we are not able to control the outcomes around us. I refuse to believe that we cannot stand strong and tall upon our responsibility for ourselves, and for the people we care about. It comes down to our own decisions in our lives.

Finding the cure for our lack of self control is at this point we cannot easily attain especially on our own it takes a great deal of support and desire to do right. Let us not get caught up in uncontrolled greed, lust, or desires, if but realize that we are able to control their impact and how much they control our lives.